wowwwwww

YO!! im back!! second day in schl n i feel its been weeks. hahahaha guess what i hav training though vice-pincipal said all cca cancelled... WHY? i wonder who go beg vice-principal let us go for training... anyways, cz of dat, i return home late, gt hw to do... i panicked but actually datelines nt tmr. WTH... but anyway i still have to learn a huge big book on chinese cheng yu su yu and crap.... for spelling .... n im kinda glad i actually listen chen mei qings lesson coz a lo of her the stuff she randomly teach us when she was mad was in de book.. remember the familliar ''ban qi shi tou za zi ji de jiao'' LOL i remember everyone always say it with her... geez so memorable... as for TZR, im always in love with you... you make me so happy....^^

today i took lots of random pictures of my classmates and dey always end up saying "DELETE DAT PIC" who ask dem make such unglam poses and faces... very drama....

GAGAAHHAHAAHAH im gonna put dem allll on facebook :p except for de ones dat wa.... strong opposition and violence dat come with it den i dun put it on facebook.

btw, m classmates r crazy bout korean stars... like thr arent enough stars in the singapore sky dat dey dun wan pick go all de way to korea... okay fine singapore totally cant see stars.

n den my fren was saying she like some ja---sth like ja min or ja win i think... i tot she said jawi(some arabic style writing for malay) den i was totally shocked coz de only lesson we had on jawi, everyone was sleepin through it.

AGAHAHAHAHAHA okay i gotta learn my cheng yu and su yu or im dEAD

First day back in school

Yo!

First day back in schl... Hwa chong gets a week break like wth... but its unerstandable, their campus is huuuge n thr r many students but stilll, envy...

anyways, i walked into the classroom.. no one says anything but lols no one ever greets u in the morning, you gotta walk up to them and smile den they will say something like oo hello tyz, n den hug me or sth. @_@

well, gt diff time table n instead of dance we get music... like how great it is... n now we gt home econs... can life get any better? seriously, if i ever make something edible... tzr, will you try them ^_^?

lols.... our music teacher is quite stiff but shes nt too bad. physics teacher is some old woman. oh btw, we learn chem first den bio n lastly physics yep!

i have a feeling physics gonna rock. why? i can catch all the sleep i need during the lesson. coz barely 5 mins into it, she was still introducing her crap and i almost fell asleep. thank god we gotta take our temperature and i woke up.

gah.....

anyways i stayed behind after schl to do crap like talk crap with ppl and draw weird stuff on the board and in de end i went home with nichole tan...

yep...

wakakakakakakka

Zi rou is my love

hmm

last day of holidays. i wonder how everyone's doing.. i was packing my bag and i saw this paper on chinese hw. i suddenly couldnt remember whether i did it and i panicked. but then i remembered.... i did it already and i was like 'whew, thank god i did it.' but it is de truth i nvr do my online math thingy. i think i might chiong next weekend. coz im lazy :p

wow

Today is weird coz im posting at evening though i usually post at nite. well, there is sth quite weird today. i was playing maple, secretly of course. and den i wanted to train in muddy banks 1 at malaysia... den my parents were nagging at me nt to play so i went to the maple tree. coz there is maplesea 4th anniversary event and the maple tree will drop golden leaves that can be exchanged for sth good if ur lucky.. but you gotta waith for ppl to donate lots of warm sun so that the tree will grow. lols? wadeva. anyways, i picked a gold leaf, exchanged for sth good and i just make my char sit at that place and i went to read comics. or nt my parents will nag mahz. okok the good part is coming.

den when i came bak, i realised my fame was dropped.. like wth? the person who dropped my fame was saying 'noob' den i was like huh? everyone starts as noob btw, im lvl 55. nt DAT low ritez? well compared to him a lvl 99, its low... huh? how do i know his lvl though he dropped my fame and left? well.... coz later on i saw him with a high lvl mage 13++ yea. 4th job liaoz worts. den i went to train and dey followed me. i tot they were just walking to the higher lvl places. but wadeva. den dey keep staying at the map i train at and kill kill kill my monster. it made my life sweeter and i loot all their stuff. but wth the mage(girl) gt her pet out and it sucked all the items sigh. so wadeva, nt that they were hindering me coz im pro with losers. den i kill kill kill... sad thing is dat the mage gt poison and let out all her farts... basically posion mist. n everyywhheerree gt that icky green mist that dealt damage to my monsters. well nvm... i can just sit and wait. coz every half hour i get a slice of cake to form an entire cake den i get exchange for sth. lols i juz love such stuff.

den it struck me when i took a look at my char after half n hour, to check for cake mah. dey were still thr but dey stop liaoz. den i kill lor, but they start again. long story huh. anyways, i stopped again, sit at safe spot n read my book. dey stop too. den i realised de guy who dropped my fame was out to bully my with his fren lols.? of course dis is nt confirmed neither do i wanna flee frm them or scold dem. useless to get through to these ppl. haiz... just wondering... why do dey have so much time? wished dey go train properly instead of trying to prove their pro[ness].

geez... confusing story for ppl who dun play maple but haha jus felt like saying it.

btw, m still sitting at that safe spot waiting for m cakes.. now gonna check if dey r still thr.

guess what. dey arent thr. LOL

Soon...

Soon, my fun-filled holidays are going to be over.

But, hah. Wadeva seriously, still gonna try to be happy though schl work might suffocate me.

I played maple again today... Yes, i know you ask me stop playing but :p my parents were pissed and told me today is my las day of freedom oO

They wont see me playing during weekdays anyways.... ~.~

OKAY!!! time to write a really lengthy passage on my lurve for tzr.

Hey, tZR.

You are bright, like de sun. You are sweet and bubbly, just like the bubble milk tea i love so much. you are like jumping green slimes in maplestory, cute and huggable. you are just so great. you tolerate me when im in *dark* mode... you be hyper with me when I'm hyper.

You are the sweetest fren but i want sth more. (oops?) ^.^

I cant stop myself frm thinking of you... (dis sounds like a love song...)

i wanna be with you but sob... we are separated by a fence. 

so we meet thr everyday, only our fingers touch through that thin thin feeennncceee.....

okay dis is nuts. but...

I LOVE YOU!!! i wanna be with you... I L.O.V.E you... and... JUST WANNA PLAY WITH UR HAIR AGAIN (out of topic)

Basically, love ya, tzr, muacks.

OO I have a fan

Wow. seriously I did not think someone will stalk me (blog) so crazily. [I'm scared!!]

Guess who is it...? TZR Tan Zi Rou

LOls. Honey, I'm not gonna post everyday. But I love it when you are so active on MY blog. ^^ Well, time to crap. 

SOOOOOB T_T School hols are gonna be over. It was gone in a blink of an eye. like *blink* and its gone..... HOLIDAYSSSSSS Not to mention my homework is still not all done but I'm down to the last one. Whew? It is actually the first time I dun finish my hw in the first weekend itself but heck, dats pri schl. I'm nt really looking forward to going back to schl for some reason. I used to really love primary school and I actually count the days off to going back to primary school. I'm sure its cause TZR is at school ready to go crazy with me. :P

My parents have been saying how I've not use my holidays wisely. OMG I agree actually. I meant to improve my chinese but all I improved was my typing speed. nah its still slow actually. *_* When I go back to schl, I'm just scared everything falls into a routine that is practically boring. Wake up in the morning and bla bla go to schl and bla bla, then if got training, bla bla. (actually training makes the day nt so dull cause it gives me nightmares jkjk) den go back home eat dinner, watch tv, do hw bla bla.

I dun wan a life which everything is the same not that in holidays is any different. just no schl.

I think I'm asking too much. I want more excitment so I can share it with my faithful fan, TZR. But haha, as a student there is nothing much to expect now.

I think I'm gonna try working hard for once. Not that I never did, but I never put in 110% it was always 80%. maybe... less? but when psle came it went up to 100% and that was because it was quite fun learning with my good friends. And challenging TZR. ^^

I miss those days but I have to grow up haizzz. Just realised I wrote hellishly long. wow.

Just thought I share but actually, judo is more worth looking forward den any of classes. weird huh. judo is tough, no way its not. but i feel better there. Sometimes I feel there is a distance between me and my classmates but I think thats cause we never see each other for a month now. I've seen all my judo mates during the previous weeks before. And we share many tough and difficult times thats why I think we are closer. 

Did cha know? I hurt my back some time back not that it is fully healed. lols. I wondered if it will ever get better and I felt sad at the thought if it never gets better. i din actually wanna stop doing judo cause of an injury. it was bad enough to stop for 2 weeks + another 1 week cause I pulled the other side of my back oO. I felt I was lagging behind. Well, I'm still not doing quite well in judo lols. i wanna get better but I'm feel I'm stopping myself or sth.

Geez, getting all sentimental.

I gotta think of sth nice to say.... ;P

oh! i actually posted cause i thought that TZR might be tagging a LOT and asking me to post so I thought I should. I turned off the comp already but I turned it on just to post... ><

if my dear classmates ever see my post, just gotta know, I dun dislike any of my classmates, maybe just some distance between us. it won't affect us much cause its only about how much i open up and i hardly ever open up. ^.^

I really wanna go japan. dip into hot springs all naked must feel really good huh. wanna try *.*

just think of all the $$ and the troubles you meet ><> you go ~_~ and dad actually said we might nt be going this year koz we r moving. I will tell you whr I am TZR!! its actually nearer to ur house den my current condo. actually, its just at chij around thr. lols.

im thrilled to have a new room. not that i dislike my current one. jus that i can have a hand in designing! i actually feel guilty asking my parents to bring me overseas after buying a house..

BUT THEY PROMISED IF I GET 265 AND ABOVE FOR PSLE DEY BRING ME TO JAPAN

but hey, i din even get 265 above although i made it into nanyang. *winks*

OO i crapped a lot. some more to add.

Thanks to zi rou for loving me so much... and...

[I love zi rou!! <3<3<3<3][I love zi rou!! <3<3<3<3][I love zi rou!! <3<3<3<3][I love zi rou!! <3<3<3<3][I love zi rou!! <3<3<3<3][I love zi rou!! <3<3<3<3][I love zi rou!! <3<3<3<3][I love zi rou!! <3<3<3<3][I love zi rou!! <3<3<3<3][I love zi rou!! <3<3<3<3]

;p

WHAAAAAAHHHHHHHOOOOOOOO

GUESS WHY I'M SO HAPPI!!! ALL TRAINING IS CANCELLED! i JUZ LOVE THE VICE-PRINCIPAL FOR LETTING US BE FREEEE.....

I feel slightly guilty about being so happy for less training. slightly. Ssslliigghhttyy....

I <3>

OMG

I suddenly rememberd why I did not tell anoyone about my blog. Cause I might post some rather embarassing stuff about myself. But... nvm~

List of stuff to finish~

History mindmap decorating

Math ws(not complete)

japanese brochure of sorts

Chinese HW (mummy's and teacher's)

SIGH

Throw in the 3 day camp of judo.

I think I'd die.

OH!! I think I feel positive energy swirling around me!! Its telling me to stop reading comics, playing maple, watching TV and just work on it! Guess what, I worked on it liaoz and hahaha, I think I'm gonna fly!! I feel light, carefree, ooo~~

JUNE

As we stand here today,

lets bid good-bye,

to those good times,

those wonderful loves.

As we wave our hands,

we shall remember,

lazing around and computer games,

our sweet sweet summer. Uh i mean June holidays. Its summer in Singapore all year round.

GAHH

TRa la la~

Somehow I always mention maplestory and judo in my posts. Maybe something new? Like what I ate for dinner? Some strange and tasteless spaghetti of swensens? Or the fact that I have headache right now? Or how about me having mysterious knee pains and I'm totally scared of walking? GAHH

Anyways, I feel stressed. I have to finish my Japanese bochure and history mindmap. The thing is that I have no idea what to do on the brochure and so far, books and the internet is not helping me with my history mindmap.

Well. Happier stuff to talk about? I've started watching a Japanese dorama(why dorama huh). I mean drama. Its about wine and quite interesting as I read the manga before but the releases were always too slow. Its called Kami no Shizuku. ^.^

I guess thats about it. I gotta talk about how Sir made this incredible time plan for Hwa Chong and it was so complicated I decide to isolate myself in fantasy world while Hwa Chong peeps were discussing on it. Then sir mentioned about changing saturday training to friday so we have more time to study which maks no sense cause training hours are still the same. Duh-uh.

But problems were listed out... and sir gave up. We wasted, nah not wasted. We used the 15 minutes rather wisely in my opinion. Thanks to that, newaza 5 bouts and HAHA shiai was the lax! Very little bouts.

Just realised I bothered to type nicely today. Seriously. Crap is my special ability.

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ZZZ

Sometimes I just hate life... everyone will have these kind of feelings once a while i guess. When things go horribly wrong n things like dat. but i've been asking myself repeatedly whether life is worth living since i was a kid of seven years old. well...

you just wanna run away but haha, running away leaves u with nth. escaping... but that means leaving whatever you have behind. And that is plain scary. Because what you have been living for up till dat day is useless already.

although so, many people still cannot take the stress of being human. i reALISE how difficult it is to live as a lazy person. totally impossible. you know, hols are half gone in fact more den half gone and my homework's not done. im getting panicky but seriously, is thr any use of worrying over homework when i can just turn off my laptop and work on it?

GAH

I juz wanna jump into bed and when i wake up, those nightmares are long gone and you will be my side, holding my hand, saying goodbye to sad sad yesterday.

i juz created a song, joy.

So long... den another post^^

Its exactly one week after my last post. I'm here to talk about some events dat happened. Yep. Well. On Monday, I had training. PT for first hour. ****

My legs were painful the next day coz we did some 3 laps of star jumps. We did lots of sprints but guess what, my knees were bleeding coz i keep falling while doing star jumps and felt like puking and hence i skipped some rounds. And my back was not ready so I did not carry people^^

Well. I skipped training on wed coz.. i jus din wanna go. ><>

LVLED LVLED N LVLED

knight of cygnus came out.... like cool... or not. anyways, i cre8 a wind breaker n i saw a joke on wind breakers. someone mentioned creating a guild named farters just for the windbreakers. I shared it wih my bro and he said that i was always thinking of the worst. he asked my mama what a wind breaker was and she said that it was the thing u wear in winter. Why did I not think of it?

HAHA. My beautiful BeanyJam aka pirate is lvl 47. bro is catching up not that i bloody care....

I hate the maplers in maplesea. bloody assholes with no manners or whatsoever. SHHEESSSHHH.

SO. Friday came and I was ready for the club dinner. And I still wasnt sure whr was it until qien called me. she said that milian n frens told her to go herself coz dey were going damm early or sth. well, so she called me and asked me how i was going. and..... i asked her if it was really home team NS and she said yes and so i asked mama n papa if cld fetch her while bringing me thr. they agreed^^ 

i had trouble deciding what stuff to wear. mama had to fuss up till de las min, telling me to wear some stupid shoes. In the end, i tried on lots of stuff without her knowledge and folded them clumsily and put them back in the cupboard. she found ou today... Well, i decided on some random t shirt with skirt... ew. coz no one wore a skirt. sigh.

den we were all ready to go.. mum flashed me these shoes that i hated, n wore once only. i refused and got another one but thought of how the place might not allow. the process went on a reallllyyy long while. and when we went to the carpark, daddy was saying ,"Why ur take so long?" In the end, qien opened her mouth reaaaaaal wide when she saw me in a skirt. she wore her class tee and i was laughing at her.... fair.

when we were thr, i was like, is this de rite place.... den i lend qi en my hp and she called milian. it was just a few metres away...?

fine. n so we were the first few to be thr. we had the honour of seeing every1 who came in...

GUESS WHAT I DIN WIN A SINGLE THING N BROUGHT HOME SOME JUDO TEE

alina got sth though. ipod i think.

finnneee i saw ling sir after a hell long time...

sat beside some two weirdos who kept toking in chinese and he was quite annoying.... to the other weirdo. haha.

the seniors at out table were going nuts saying they wanna drink alcohol but nobody looked 18. only the really tall guy who was annoyed constantly by his partner looked 18. so the seniors were asking him to help them out. the annoying ass kept saying in chinese, "cmon, juz do it for her la. do it for love..." i wanted to laugh. pity that tall guy.

went home n it was late....

next day, training was slack coz everyone went overseas and i partnered catherine GOOD. he throws hardly hurt.i felt i was hurting myself by making myself fall. Then, i did three bouts out of 12. cool huh. suck la. did nt get chosen for shiai coz i think the other only heavy weight was qi en and qi en was sick YAY. second time nt chosen.

WHEE~~ weekends...weekends... SUNDAY DAdadadaduMMM

GRAD/ING '/'?

kay, mama was saying that they re nt gonna pick me up... i begged her and she told me to wait or go home myself. guess what i did? wait duh.

den grading... i went thr and i was 4th to arrive. cool qien was fifth and last. so we were odd numbers... si ting din come coz her shoulder or sth was injured. and ying yi had her arm still injured so yea.... i passed and miss teoh qien kept blanking out and i gave her tons of hint but she still din getit. well, she passed, probably.

den i called mum n she told me to wait half an hour. i din care actually. me, qien and catherine went to get drinks and haha dat took up a lot of time. we walked slowly down HCI's big hill and i loitered around the carpark area... not very long and mama n papa was here! i noticed that it was exactly half an hour after i called mum.

 wow?

today.. did lots of knight training. tmr, im gonna do my CL HW.

finally....

haiz

tmr

there is phycical training and i hope it rains and pt will be indoors. AND i hope i dun embarrass myself or sth.

btw, i dun mind pt juz as long thr is no running but seriously, what is pt without running. i cnt believe pt is de first thing. do dey want me to puke my breakfast. hey maybe i shuld do dat, den i could be let off frm training. whee. jkjk

i lvled a few lvls today. quite happy but not the best i can do. some ppl juz invite me n expel me so dat dey can do 1 on 1 in monster carnival. shyt idiots. wonder why thr are such foolish ppl in maplesea. guess coz dats mapleSEA.

anyways, i also met some seriously good ppl who kept me in their pts n helped me lvl lots. but in the end they expel me anyways. haha.

kay, gotta sleep. hopefully fun stuff happen during training. somehow, un stuff always seem to happen. whee.

ugh. i juz thought of how we skipped pt coz of learning katas. n when we doing katas, seniors were doing this hyper incredible pt which seemed toturing. eeps i hope we dun get dat tmr.

>.< add ons

SHIN TENNISH NO OUJISAMA

juz reading it though i nvr quite read the first season one nor watch... i hate competition.

RUSH

Sigh today was maplish AGAIN><

went for training this morning feeling all weak and mushy. everyone was thr and i was like hello.. hello... i guess my batchmates' hyperness woke me up from the weakness n jelly feelings.

anyways, we did nagekomi but it din hurt much. whew. thank god it was only 3 laps or i will cry. guess what!!! shiai!! n wan shi never got selected for shiai before. i was shocked. it was like half into the year liaoz? anyway, she played with qi en in shiai haha. she won. though it was pissing me off that both of them were bending down and no one was attcking. but heck.

went back n ate some porridge. it was tasteless n my mum added some mushroom thing to make it nicer. then my father, who cooked it asked me if it was nice. my mum tell me not to say or he will start complaining that mum tries to spoil his stuff lawls. in the end, i juz looked at mum n laughed. he got suspicious but did not probe further~~

maple n maple. became infighter. i tried monster carnival an i was freaking out the first time. it is kind of stressing as i am a melee and always get hurt. worst still cannot use pot. but oh well, that means i can save money. i'm left with 51k ater going to orbis. damm.

my bro went to buy midnight snacks at the vending machine and we ate n watch guess guess guess. wo cai wo cai wo cai cai cai. >.<

hyper long entry. main thing have not been said though. my title for this entry is RUSH. why? coz i wanted to do my history hw todae but i din. tmr is deadline for cl sia and guess? i din do duh. so im gonna rush tmr. hahaha, juz change some stuff la. lao shi can't kill me yet anyways.

hOOOOps

Nah no more jumps.

Today was mapleish.

I went to my parents' office. Ate McDonalds. Gosh. My father dropped his fillet o fish n in de end the entire buger was wasted. sigh. SAD

my mum, kind soul as always gave him half of hers. I? I complained that my father ate all my fries. Yea I know, juz plain evil.

Anyways, played lots of maple. PQed PQed, lvled some levels. Made some strange friends. I always do. Anyways, after daddy n mummy '放工', we went to ikea. Looked at lots of cool stuff, preparing for moving house. Yea cool. My mum was saying, hey this! n she takes sth. "The one at home spoiled. We need a new one" Then she handed it to me, i waved it around n left it back on the shelf. coz she din say wanna buy right?! but den we walked quite far already den she say, what happened to my ***" (dun feel like saying what the thing is) den i ran back to get it. sigh

OH! I ate at ikea. Swedish meatBALLS!!!! quite normal to me though.

dadadadum

went home n play again. duh.

2x exp, gained two levels.OH!!!! I juz realised I always blog past midnight. haha.

Total levels gained today:6 levels i think

Current level: 28

ps. my new fren is hellishly like me.(the idiotic side)

Jump!!

Gotta say. I'm tired.

YAWNS

Counted cars with ammy outside NYGH todae. Went to school, went back home, went to school, went back home, went to school again. YAY. I got the timing wrng n waited a freaking 45 minutes. Messaged ammy, "I got the timing wrong and feel like jumping off the building." She told me to count the cars before doing that. T_T

Started with maplestory again. Yea, I know thats lame but I lost track of how many accounts I have.

Never went to facebook until late. And its rather late now. YAWNS again.

BYE~!~!