Thursday, June 25, 2009

OO I have a fan

Wow. seriously I did not think someone will stalk me (blog) so crazily. [I'm scared!!]

Guess who is it...? TZR Tan Zi Rou

LOls. Honey, I'm not gonna post everyday. But I love it when you are so active on MY blog. ^^ Well, time to crap. 

SOOOOOB T_T School hols are gonna be over. It was gone in a blink of an eye. like *blink* and its gone..... HOLIDAYSSSSSS Not to mention my homework is still not all done but I'm down to the last one. Whew? It is actually the first time I dun finish my hw in the first weekend itself but heck, dats pri schl. I'm nt really looking forward to going back to schl for some reason. I used to really love primary school and I actually count the days off to going back to primary school. I'm sure its cause TZR is at school ready to go crazy with me. :P

My parents have been saying how I've not use my holidays wisely. OMG I agree actually. I meant to improve my chinese but all I improved was my typing speed. nah its still slow actually. *_* When I go back to schl, I'm just scared everything falls into a routine that is practically boring. Wake up in the morning and bla bla go to schl and bla bla, then if got training, bla bla. (actually training makes the day nt so dull cause it gives me nightmares jkjk) den go back home eat dinner, watch tv, do hw bla bla.

I dun wan a life which everything is the same not that in holidays is any different. just no schl.

I think I'm asking too much. I want more excitment so I can share it with my faithful fan, TZR. But haha, as a student there is nothing much to expect now.

I think I'm gonna try working hard for once. Not that I never did, but I never put in 110% it was always 80%. maybe... less? but when psle came it went up to 100% and that was because it was quite fun learning with my good friends. And challenging TZR. ^^

I miss those days but I have to grow up haizzz. Just realised I wrote hellishly long. wow.

Just thought I share but actually, judo is more worth looking forward den any of classes. weird huh. judo is tough, no way its not. but i feel better there. Sometimes I feel there is a distance between me and my classmates but I think thats cause we never see each other for a month now. I've seen all my judo mates during the previous weeks before. And we share many tough and difficult times thats why I think we are closer. 

Did cha know? I hurt my back some time back not that it is fully healed. lols. I wondered if it will ever get better and I felt sad at the thought if it never gets better. i din actually wanna stop doing judo cause of an injury. it was bad enough to stop for 2 weeks + another 1 week cause I pulled the other side of my back oO. I felt I was lagging behind. Well, I'm still not doing quite well in judo lols. i wanna get better but I'm feel I'm stopping myself or sth.

Geez, getting all sentimental.

I gotta think of sth nice to say.... ;P

oh! i actually posted cause i thought that TZR might be tagging a LOT and asking me to post so I thought I should. I turned off the comp already but I turned it on just to post... ><

if my dear classmates ever see my post, just gotta know, I dun dislike any of my classmates, maybe just some distance between us. it won't affect us much cause its only about how much i open up and i hardly ever open up. ^.^

I really wanna go japan. dip into hot springs all naked must feel really good huh. wanna try *.*

just think of all the $$ and the troubles you meet ><> you go ~_~ and dad actually said we might nt be going this year koz we r moving. I will tell you whr I am TZR!! its actually nearer to ur house den my current condo. actually, its just at chij around thr. lols.

im thrilled to have a new room. not that i dislike my current one. jus that i can have a hand in designing! i actually feel guilty asking my parents to bring me overseas after buying a house..

BUT THEY PROMISED IF I GET 265 AND ABOVE FOR PSLE DEY BRING ME TO JAPAN

but hey, i din even get 265 above although i made it into nanyang. *winks*

OO i crapped a lot. some more to add.

Thanks to zi rou for loving me so much... and...

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